Philipiano

I want to tell you how sorry I am for everything. Apologies for me been very erratic and allowing my emotions to do much of the thinking rather than my head. I really love my feelings for you and dont want it to end. I wish we can be lovers for ever. I wish we can hide this, but love has no boundaries, love can't be hidden, no matter how you try to cover it, it will always shine out like the sun. 

As much as this feelings runs through my veins I won't stop getting close to you. I feel privilege to have you as a friend, to have you penetrating my heart. Despite the way I love you, some times, I feel sad, just seeing it as all wrong, that what am doing is a wrong thing, that I have to stop this feelings and try to let go of it, but letting go of you is harder now because I don't want to loose you.

I want you to know that I will never take advantage of you, I will never force or cajole you to do what you will not want to do despite that I wish and need that kiss. I pray one day all this feelings will go back to factory settings and we will be just casual friends again. Please accept my apology for loving you so much and wanting it not to ever end when I know your have have already been taking away. I apologies for the hugs, for the perk, and others, but I want more.

Let me tell how, how my weekend went. I had to leave my house to go and hang out with my friends on saturday because if am alone, I will just be thinking about only you. I can picture your face, how soft and calm you look, from the romantic fire in your eyes, to the sweet body romantic mood, and that moment I want to hugs you, kiss you over and over again, and hold you in my harms for a long while.

Apologies for falling in love with you, I will miss you, I will miss every single moment. I will miss your smile, I will miss your bright laugh, I will miss your presence. You make me feel loved again, am filled knowing fully well that you reciprocate my feelings. I wish we don't stop but we have to. I understand, I have accept my fate, and I have decided to move on. 

Bear it in mind that I will always be yours.  Am scared charting you up at night, I really want to talk to you tonight, telling you how I feel, how it hurt me as am trying to let you go of my heart. Please call me, chart me up anytime you miss me, chat me anytime in the night as long as am online I want to talk to you all the time. Am so sorry for what has happen between us. I enjoy the feelings of love, please try and sleep well tonight, forgive me if I have offended you in anyway, I don't want to lose you, I don't want anything to affect us, I mean the other us, and I don't want to stop loving you. 

Note that you loved by me, and I am the one that admired and desire you the most. I love you.