Juliet Roberto

My love, how are you? how did your day go? I guess you are slowly getting over me in your thoughts, I guess you are enjoying your day, doing your normal things, at least for once I was out of your mind right. I am slowly disappearing out of your mind. I wish you well in your new endeavours.

Personally, I really fought the feelings, you have enter me so much that there is nothing that am doing that you don't flash in my thought. even when I tried to distract myself with other activities and thought you still up in my heart.  You always appear. You came in, I try to reject and resist the feelings,  after few minutes, your face, your romantic gesture,  hugs and wonderful words flows in again. I just can't do without thinking about you.

I can never forget how you smile, I can't forget your romantic sweet gestures, that feeling of love that takes over you and glue you to me.  I wish I am yours and you were mine. but yours and mine are already available and nothing should break that jinx but this sweetest feelings is so new, so powerful that I don't want it to stop. I cant remember the last time I was in this pool of love. let me not lie to you, I love the feelings that why it will be hard for it to die off immediately.

Now I need to pass my exam but you have clouded my thoughts that all I think about is YOU. You, you and only you. My head is loaded with thought of you wishing I could get one more hug, one more peck, possible kiss, just one kiss. This feelings happened at the wrong time. I feel this love is happening at the wrong moment, why did I fell in love with you? if this is lust, how did it happen?

Love is when you want someone all the time tyou enjoy their presence and want them to always be there with you. Lust is when you imagine what to do the partners body, like kissing, caressing, touching every part slowly and having passionate sex. Believe me, I have never had that mindset to get down with you, I have never thought of it, which means it's love and not lust.

Thinking about you make me feel more human. I actually tried today not to think about you, I force myself, I did all I can. but do you know seeing you picture alone in your DP brings me closer to you. it refresh my mind and feelings for you. Yesterday, you were in my head that I could not understand anything that I was reading, it hurt, and I said what is this, why am I into you when I know you have someone else, this has never happen to me before. I always say this is impossible, but now I realized it's only because we have not found compatible person that's why we feel it's impossible. now that I have found you I am scared. 

I have started casting and binding my feelings because I want it to stop. I have started rejected it because I want you out of my mind, out of my head, out of me. i will still pray against it tonight, I hope the feelings dies tonight. I hope I forget you in the morning. In all, always know that, I love you. Sweet dreams my new found love, I don't want to wish anymore. sweet dreams Queen of queens. I love you. Kisses from me to you. My one and only Philipiano