I Miss You

I find myself checking my phone constantly, hoping to see a message from you. It truly hurts that my intentions were misunderstood and that you've decided to shut me out. I’m reaching out again, asking if you could find a place in your heart to let us be friends once more.

Every moment that passes without your reply feels heavy; it seems like you’re intentionally holding back. Each thought of you brings a wave of sadness, and I long for the connection we once had.

You are my weakness. As strong as I try to be, I can’t deny how much you mean to me. Do I really deserve this pain? I believe we can go back to the drawing board—just a little time together to chat and reconnect could mean so much. Even if you need to distance yourself, my feelings for you won’t fade easily. I’m ready to let go of everything else if it means having you back as a friend. You’re a rare gem—better than any number of acquaintances.

Your presence brings so much joy into my life. I’ve tried to distract myself with watching comedy only and focusing on my work in the office, hoping to keep you out of my thoughts, but you always find a way back into my heart. I’m truly sorry if I overwhelmed you; I only seek peace, friendship, and love. The feelings I have for you are pure, and I don’t want anything more than to share good moments together.

I want to focus on my reading and work, hoping that over time, my thoughts of you will settle. But honestly, falling for you has been both beautiful and challenging. Please consider coming back to me, even just as friends. I miss our conversations and the joy they brought.

I don’t want to go back to those lonely days at work. I cherish our bond and hope we can rebuild it.

With all my heart, I write this to you.

A tale of Heartbreak

Most times, life doesn’t grant us our deepest desires, no matter how fervently we long for them. Sometimes, it takes the gentle hand of fate to weave our paths together. The beautiful truth is that love is real; when it blossoms, it’s nothing short of magical. Yet, the painful reality is that the one we cherish can change unexpectedly, leaving us adrift in a sea of heartache.

If my tears could be woven into words, I would fill pages with my longing for you. Right now, I find myself lost in sadness without your light. You’ve transformed my joy into sorrow, my smiles into frowns, and my vibrance into a haunting loneliness. Today, I feel like a shadow of my former self. I regret expressing my feelings; it feels like a mistake. Please find it in your heart to forgive me. If you truly care, as I believe you do, I hope you can let go of today’s misunderstandings.

I am genuinely sorry. I never intended to jeopardize what we have or push you away. Losing you as a friend is a thought I cannot bear. This day has felt endlessly dull without your warmth; not seeing you has turned it into my worst day at the office. I gathered all my courage to approach you, but my emotions overwhelmed me. For the first time, I found myself stumbling over my words, unsure of how to convey what’s in my heart.

Why are you doing this to me? Why have you chosen to close yourself off? I never meant to hurt you; I simply cherished the bond we shared. If you would grant me the chance, I would kneel and apologize for any pain I’ve caused you.

It pained me deeply that you left today without saying goodnight or a sweet promise to see you tomorrow. My heart feels heavy, and tears blur my vision just one day without being with you. I struggled to focus on anything today; it was you who lingered in my thoughts, filling every empty moment.

You are the melody that resonates in my heart. Every second, I found myself glancing at the door, hoping for your arrival. When you said no, it felt like my heart shattered. What can I say about love? Nothing. There would be no more love letters, no more laughter, no more friendship. It’s a heart-wrenching tale, and I’m left to navigate the ache you’ve caused.

But still, I thank you for the moments we shared, for the love that remains, even amidst the pain.

MORNING RUSH

As I woke up this morning your face was the first thing that came to my mind. I held my pillow go closely wishing you were the one. I just want to watch you breathe and sleep beside me, hold you like am holding my pillows, caress your body slowly and kiss you at the back of your neck.

Kiss you again and again while I hold you so tight to myself, I want to caress your body and hold you more and more till your kiss me back, I want to see the fire, the passion, the love from your reciprocated kisses.  I want you to feel my body. Kiss me babe, kiss every part of me, make me feel am in paradise. Come here, give me your lips, I want to kiss it while I use my hands to stroke your back down to you bottom.  I want to glue you, while you release yourself to me, breathe out the love of wanting me.

Common my love, I want us to take it all off. more kisses on your lips as you lie down on the bed, my lips and kissing, moving from your mouth to your neck down to your chest, let me kiss here for a while, don't stop me now, just hold me tight, more kisses to your beautiful abdomen while my hands are in the two blessed part of your body. I want to caress it slowly while I kiss your stomache, then bring my mouth to the two bless part of your body, I want to blessed them. just for two minutes, I want to feel the shivering of your love, touching every part of me, while am doing the same.

My face back to your face, more kisses, and warm uncontrollable touch. Touch me baby, feel it, it all yours. Tell me if you want it and I will go ahead or let's just stop it here for now. ouch, this is sweet!

Philipiano

I want to tell you how sorry I am for everything. Apologies for me been very erratic and allowing my emotions to do much of the thinking rather than my head. I really love my feelings for you and dont want it to end. I wish we can be lovers for ever. I wish we can hide this, but love has no boundaries, love can't be hidden, no matter how you try to cover it, it will always shine out like the sun. 

As much as this feelings runs through my veins I won't stop getting close to you. I feel privilege to have you as a friend, to have you penetrating my heart. Despite the way I love you, some times, I feel sad, just seeing it as all wrong, that what am doing is a wrong thing, that I have to stop this feelings and try to let go of it, but letting go of you is harder now because I don't want to loose you.

I want you to know that I will never take advantage of you, I will never force or cajole you to do what you will not want to do despite that I wish and need that kiss. I pray one day all this feelings will go back to factory settings and we will be just casual friends again. Please accept my apology for loving you so much and wanting it not to ever end when I know your have have already been taking away. I apologies for the hugs, for the perk, and others, but I want more.

Let me tell how, how my weekend went. I had to leave my house to go and hang out with my friends on saturday because if am alone, I will just be thinking about only you. I can picture your face, how soft and calm you look, from the romantic fire in your eyes, to the sweet body romantic mood, and that moment I want to hugs you, kiss you over and over again, and hold you in my harms for a long while.

Apologies for falling in love with you, I will miss you, I will miss every single moment. I will miss your smile, I will miss your bright laugh, I will miss your presence. You make me feel loved again, am filled knowing fully well that you reciprocate my feelings. I wish we don't stop but we have to. I understand, I have accept my fate, and I have decided to move on. 

Bear it in mind that I will always be yours.  Am scared charting you up at night, I really want to talk to you tonight, telling you how I feel, how it hurt me as am trying to let you go of my heart. Please call me, chart me up anytime you miss me, chat me anytime in the night as long as am online I want to talk to you all the time. Am so sorry for what has happen between us. I enjoy the feelings of love, please try and sleep well tonight, forgive me if I have offended you in anyway, I don't want to lose you, I don't want anything to affect us, I mean the other us, and I don't want to stop loving you. 

Note that you loved by me, and I am the one that admired and desire you the most. I love you.

Juliet Roberto

My love, how are you? how did your day go? I guess you are slowly getting over me in your thoughts, I guess you are enjoying your day, doing your normal things, at least for once I was out of your mind right. I am slowly disappearing out of your mind. I wish you well in your new endeavours.

Personally, I really fought the feelings, you have enter me so much that there is nothing that am doing that you don't flash in my thought. even when I tried to distract myself with other activities and thought you still up in my heart.  You always appear. You came in, I try to reject and resist the feelings,  after few minutes, your face, your romantic gesture,  hugs and wonderful words flows in again. I just can't do without thinking about you.

I can never forget how you smile, I can't forget your romantic sweet gestures, that feeling of love that takes over you and glue you to me.  I wish I am yours and you were mine. but yours and mine are already available and nothing should break that jinx but this sweetest feelings is so new, so powerful that I don't want it to stop. I cant remember the last time I was in this pool of love. let me not lie to you, I love the feelings that why it will be hard for it to die off immediately.

Now I need to pass my exam but you have clouded my thoughts that all I think about is YOU. You, you and only you. My head is loaded with thought of you wishing I could get one more hug, one more peck, possible kiss, just one kiss. This feelings happened at the wrong time. I feel this love is happening at the wrong moment, why did I fell in love with you? if this is lust, how did it happen?

Love is when you want someone all the time tyou enjoy their presence and want them to always be there with you. Lust is when you imagine what to do the partners body, like kissing, caressing, touching every part slowly and having passionate sex. Believe me, I have never had that mindset to get down with you, I have never thought of it, which means it's love and not lust.

Thinking about you make me feel more human. I actually tried today not to think about you, I force myself, I did all I can. but do you know seeing you picture alone in your DP brings me closer to you. it refresh my mind and feelings for you. Yesterday, you were in my head that I could not understand anything that I was reading, it hurt, and I said what is this, why am I into you when I know you have someone else, this has never happen to me before. I always say this is impossible, but now I realized it's only because we have not found compatible person that's why we feel it's impossible. now that I have found you I am scared. 

I have started casting and binding my feelings because I want it to stop. I have started rejected it because I want you out of my mind, out of my head, out of me. i will still pray against it tonight, I hope the feelings dies tonight. I hope I forget you in the morning. In all, always know that, I love you. Sweet dreams my new found love, I don't want to wish anymore. sweet dreams Queen of queens. I love you. Kisses from me to you. My one and only Philipiano 

Besprinkled Love

My crush, I don't want anything from you, even the luxuries in this world, I don't want it from you. What I truly need, is you. I mean you, yourself, and nothing else, but you, just you. In case you don't understand want I mean, as you look at the mirror while doing your makeup, look at yourself again, take a look at crush, my love, the one with touchy smile, that person you are seeing in the mirror, whenever and wherever you look at the mirror is who I want.

This love is draining me, it has consume every part of me, and I feel sad as you want to disappear from me. Am thirsty every second of you, but I can not even think straight anymore, I can't concentrate, I can't think of drinking water as thought of you  fills me like cold water. 

My physical body needs water, but my heart need you, only you can quench the thirst of my love, only your presence can calm me down. I really want you but I know I can not have you. should I run away? should I stay away for a long time? should I kill this romantic touching feelings of mine? should I forget you, should I let you be? As I kept thinking about it, I realize I can not easily let you go because I love how I feel about you.

Maybe when I move, this feeling will die off, maybe this was all a mirage, maybe I was the one catching this feelings, maybe it didn't get to you. However the case may be, know that you have won my stony heart. Yes very stony and stubborn heart. My heart is like a rock, stronger than a lion, I can not still explain how you were able to penetrate and take charge of my heart, because a million others have tried but they could not get in. You are the queen king. a strong woman, your beauty surpasses the beauty of the woman you most admired. 

You owns part of me now, I mean you have been given a part of my heart to stay, don't worry just relax no one is chasing you out from that spot. Even as you chased your self heart, you will still have that part.

Enjoy the moment, enjoy the feelings. You can call me, any time, any day, any seconds, whenever you miss me please call me, text me because I will always miss you. I am missing you even as I am writing this message. I don't know if you ever miss me, if you miss me less or more. just know that I miss you.

I will let go of this feelings as your feelings are fallings like a fallen leaf, but I caught it so it won't touches the ground, and I have put it back to your heart. Run away from me as much as you can, you can't run away from my heart where you have taken part of it. You have rules my heart for weeks that turned to months, but this last few days was something else, it's was hotter than the rising sun, no lovers can be compare to us, it was awe inspiring, I wish the world could feel it. you are more than a damsel. sleep well tonight. know that I will not let you go so soon. it's too early to let you go. sweet dreams Tonight. I love you so much.

INTENSED!!

Whenever you are not with me, I just stare at your DP and smile. Looking at your DP makes me feel closer to you. Suddenly, my love for you has risen to a hundred-degree centigrade, and I am sitting down here, wondering how I got caught up so fast by you. Is it your act? Is it your beauty or charisma or your charming smile? Am still here pondering on how you swept me off my feet that I want you more than I want anybody else. This is getting more intense as I want more of you every second, and every day.

From a hug, to a peck, from a peck, to a kiss, and a hug again, not just a short hug, I need a more intense hug and sweet kisses from you. I want to hold you in my arms for a long while, watch you slowly breathe and forget all the stress and swim for a while in my pool of love. This feeling that am feeling is so sweet that I wish it never ceases, I wish it never pauses, I wish it never ends. I wish we can go on a date, or a vacation for just 24 or 48 hours, let me have you for a whole day. but, its so impossible, that I cry in silence.

Slowly, you are taking my attention from mine, but am scared, as I don’t want to steal you from yours. So, I said to myself, I have to let go of these intense feelings. They say feelings blinds our eyes, it blinds our brains, it makes us make the wrong decision at times, it makes us confused. For real, I am confused, I am blinded by my feelings for you, I want to let go, its so intended, i want to let go of this intense feelings; but, I need your kiss, I need your warm hug, I need your time. I need to see you again and again, I need your presence, i need to watch you smile. You make my place a heaven on earth.

Today I sat in my friend's office, I was there but my presence was not there. My presence was with you, like you have clouded my mind that I just wish I could be with you for a whole shift. All that they were saying in the meeting was not of my concern, as all I was seeing was your face, your smile, your look so fetching today. It seems I have taken an oath or communion to love you, to adore you with all in me, to make you feel the true beauty of love, I ask myself again, how did this happen? How come you are now the one I see in my mirror? let me breathe down.

Let love live, let love rule. Let me plead with you, please let me enjoy this intense feeling of mine, as it has been long I truly feel this way. I love you, and will always do my best to show you that I care.  Sweet dreams tonight! Sweet dreams my fairest love, sweet dreams our queen, again i say dream sweet with a heart filled with love. You are valuable so I wish you onward and upward only. Kiss!!

Blured Love

Never say it is not possible. Never stop the feelings, never stop loving because true love is rare, and the connection is absolutely undeniable when reciprocated. Am trying to look for the right words to use to express how soothing and how good it is to have you beside me during working hours. Your presence intoxicate me, and makes me to forget about my worries. You light up my environment and make me to forget office woes and foes. Through your eyes and lips, I see a better me. Slowly you have impacted me with the beauty in your heart, and shows that there can only be one you in my life, in this place. You are indispensable and out rightly valuable not just to me but to the team at large.

Let me not start to talk about your eyes, your smiles and your words and voice before I start falling afresh in love with another man's love. Its still unclear to know where this love of mine will lead us to, I am still thinking about it looking for the best avenue to take just 10% of your heart. I am not a criminal, I would have steal you from yours for a whole day, neither am I a kidnapper, I would have kidnap you in a romantic hostage for one week, just you and me. You are beautiful in many ways, just know that I cherish you, and you have made the working environment a warmth place for me.

I miss you, I wish I could talk to you even after work, but my number is barred from calling you, yet my heart is still reaches you even when I can’t call. My phone was dead. I woke up and remembered I have power bank in the house. I wanted to send you a message then I realized it 02:20 am and you will be resting. I didn't want to disturb my angel sleep. So, I decided to be patient to wait till it's morning. 

I can’t wait to see you tomorrow morning! Aside the pay, you have become one of the major reason while I want to be in the office in the morrow. To see your face, to have that jist, to express ourselves, to watch you smile and laugh exceedingly great. You have a very beautiful smile, and your laughter fill me in. Your happiness is like the bulb that shines in my room, I like seen you happy, joyful, and been the most joyous lady on earth. I want to be one of the reason while you smile, while you press you phone and feel, and see that each of my words are true. I want you be the reason while you press you phone and smile. Please smile for me baby, I can feel it, I can see it, please smile again.

Give me a hug when you see me. Tell me you had a very lovely night dream. Tell me you are okay, tell me you know I cherished you, tell me you feel me too. I won’t wish some wishes so that I don’t get wished out. But I will keep all my misses till tomorrow, to see your face, to watch you smile and I will say you are magnificent. Kiss!!

I have you back, am with you at any length, to give you love as much as possible. Please try and have a lovely dream tonight. I won’t force myself in your heart, I won't convince you to think of me, I won't convince you to love me, for love is a free gift that we give when we feel it, all I can say is, dream of love, forget about the daily stress; think of what makes you happy and know that you are loved. Like I said, you are magnificent.

You are my Philipiano! My new found love.

DO YOU KNOW THE DOCTOR YOU SHOULD CALL?

There are many different types of doctors, each specializing in various areas of medicine. Ranging from medical doctors that focus on your health, and physical and mental state to those who can balance your sexual desire, and make you stronger when performing your manly or wifely duties. Here are some of the major types:

1. Primary Care Physicians (PCPs)

Family Medicine Doctors: Treat patients of all ages, providing general health care, preventive care, and managing chronic conditions.

Internal Medicine Doctors: Specialize in the diagnosis, treatment, and care of adults, focusing on internal organs and systems.

Pediatricians: Focus on the health and development of infants, children, and adolescents.

2. Surgeons

General Surgeons: Perform surgeries involving the abdomen, breast, skin, and other areas.

Cardiothoracic Surgeons: Specialize in surgeries of the heart and chest.

Neurosurgeons: Focus on surgeries of the brain, spine, and nervous system.

Orthopedic Surgeons: Treat musculoskeletal issues, such as broken bones and joint problems.

Plastic Surgeons: Specialize in reconstructive or cosmetic surgery.

3. Specialists

Cardiologists: Focus on diagnosing and treating heart and blood vessel conditions.

Dermatologists: Specialize in skin, hair, and nail disorders.

Endocrinologists: Treat hormonal imbalances and disorders of the endocrine system.

Gastroenterologists: Focus on the digestive system and its disorders.

Hematologists: Specialize in blood-related conditions.

Nephrologists: Treat kidney-related issues.

Neurologists: Focus on the nervous system, including the brain and spinal cord.

Oncologists: Specialize in the diagnosis and treatment of cancer.

Ophthalmologists: Treat eye-related conditions and perform eye surgeries.

Otolaryngologists (ENTs): Specialize in ear, nose, and throat disorders.

Pulmonologists: Focus on lung and respiratory issues.

Rheumatologists: Treat autoimmune and inflammatory diseases affecting joints, muscles, and bones.

4. Obstetrics and Gynecology

Obstetricians: Care for women during pregnancy, childbirth, and the postpartum period.

Gynecologists: Focus on women's reproductive health, including menstrual and fertility issues.

5. Psychiatrists

Specialize in mental health, including the diagnosis and treatment of mental illnesses and emotional disorders.

6. Radiologists

Use imaging techniques such as X-rays, CT scans, MRI, and ultrasounds to diagnose and sometimes treat medical conditions.

7. Anesthesiologists

Administer anesthesia during surgeries and procedures, managing pain and monitoring vital functions.

8. Emergency Medicine Doctors

Provide immediate care for acute illnesses or injuries in emergency settings.

9. Pathologists

Study body tissues, organs, and fluids to diagnose diseases, often working in labs.

10. Geriatricians

Specialize in the care of elderly patients, managing age-related health issues.

11. Urologists

Treat urinary tract conditions and male reproductive health issues.

12. Podiatrists

Focus on foot, ankle, and lower limb health.

Thank you for your time out. Hope you have learn something today.

Lemon To Lemonade

I like you. I, truly like you. Most times I seem not to understand the reason why I so much like you, I just like you, or should I say, I somewhat love you. I try to analyze why I like you and found out that it's not just the you I see, but, you are just special. You are rare, you are unique somehow still cant fetch the right words to use how adorable your looks are to me.

Maybe it’s the way that you walk, the way you talk, the style in your hair, your smile, your aura, your carriage, and the way you control people and things, maybe it’s the way you handle things, you are just unique. Your uniqueness is incomparable. And I silently, gladly wish you were mine. I wish you were still younger, I wish I had known you in my youthful days, I wish we had been friends, for a very long time. 

Let me not sin to say I want to steal you away from your man, let me not sin to tell you how much I want you. I will probably be in love with you for another million years just enjoying how I feel about you. You may not know it, but you have touched my heart with your eyes, with your words, with your ever-pretty looks. even when you are angry, I just wish I could kneel, hold you, and tell you to please forgive me. I wish I could walk in the beauty of your heart and tell you not to be angry, I wish I could buy you a thousand roses just to show how much I am truly sorry with some of my actions, another million roses to show how valuable you are to me.

Let me tell you a secret, if I have an opportunity to kiss your soft lips I wouldn't hesitate to hold you in my arms, kiss you, hug you, kiss you again, and watch you breathe in my arms. I wish we were younger, I wish I had met you on time. Your energy matched mine, and I know I may sound rude or act against some of your moves but that does not mean that I don’t honor you.

No one loves you like me, no one honours you like me, and no one will give you that value like me, because everything I do, I do it for us. For our betterment, for your good. Please forgive me once again for I am not perfect, I may be right in my own eyes sometimes, but wrong in your eyes, find it in your heart to forgive me and move on, let us make our environment a heaven on earth.

Smile my love, smile queen mother, smile when you see me, and be happy with me my love, I may not call you my love in public but I love you more than words can express, more than my lips can say. Haters of happiness will always want to put a seed of hate in your heart for me, but avoid them, show me that love, the lover you truly are. You have a sweet soul, you are a diviner, and your presence brings peace and love and fun and excess joy. don’t wake up today again with a frown, I have your back, and I will always love you even if you do not believe me.

Let us let go of yesterday, and move on to today with a new feeling of pure love. A feeling of peace, with kisses that never perish, let us turn all our lemons into lemonades. You are the star that I see. The reason why I am alive. Stand by me, stand with me, and I will be your humble servant always. I love you