My love, my heart is in lonesome pain with everything that
is happening recently between us, no more hugs, no more calls, no more text, no
more visitation, u make me feel so bad that I feel like hurting myself
everything I think about us now. If the general over seer or a witch doctor
should tell me that our love will suddenly go down, I will swear and fight them
with the last drop of my blood.
Oh my sweethearts mine, I know I have been imperfect, and
incapable to complete your happiness, but what is my life without you. You
leaving my life is like switching off
the light in a candle stick, my whole life will go dark, it is surely going
dark without you.
They say you never know how valuable someone is until you
lost them. Ever since you decided to stay away from me, my joy has suddenly
gone black. my parent and friend have notice my dullness, sadness and
loneliness which I've told and they said I should apologise, which am doing
now. If only tears could prove how sorry I am to have started all these, I would
flood your room with my tears, until the droplets of blood. If you want me to
say "am sorry" a million times, I will do it under the sun, inside
the rain, in the market square, in front of your parents and the world, I will
put my two kneels to the ground and apologise to you again and again until you
accept me back. I am really sorry for my foolish actions,............. tears
are dropping down my eyelid as I am typing this message for you. Am sorry my
love.
Please accept my apology with my deepest regret for anywhere
that I have hurt you. I need you fully back in my life. Do you know how many
years I kept myself searching for love? Do you know the people have turn down
their han
d in friendship? even the most beautiful girls in the world couldn't win my heart but, you CAME and SAW and CONQUERED. I love you and am not going back. You make my heart a paradise, my world a heaven on earth. You are the one that provide my soul with real happiness.
Few days not seeing you or hearing your voice is like hell.
Am getting burnt per second, per minute, per hour. Please let's go back to our
first love, let's go back to the day when we use to be happy together. When I
use to be the first person you call in the morning, the one that makes you
happy, let's turn back the hand of time, to the sweetest moment of our love
life.
DON'T allow anyone to take you away from me. I may not be
the best man for you , but what I have in my heart is better than the best man
you see in vision. The love I have, only God can change my heart from loving
you. I really need you. I need you like water to my thirsty soul, tell me how
to appease u, and I will do it.
DON'T you know after God you are my small god, I truly
adores you and will continue to value you all the rest of my life, why won't I
worship you when you are all I have, no other person but you, just you..
Pleaaaaaassssssse forgive me my love, and stay with me.
Kiss!!
Yours Truly,